In LGBT history month I look at the relationship I could have had with a football player if only the game had been a more open minded attitude to the LGBT community in the early years of this century. As some of you may know my poem Trophy Girl told the story of the night I met a footballer and relates the story of that meeting. In this poem which I’ve titled Secret Star I relate the tale of what might have been had we lived in more liberal minded times. I hope you enjoy the read.
Secret Star
I knew he liked me
I excited him
in the way a guilty pleasure temps you to taste
I never acted in haste
though god knows
I wanted to
haunted by guilt trips
only good girls get
I crossed my legs
in as seductive a way
as I could for a woman of my age
seizing the day
and capturing the moment of the night
he knew the time was right
as he drew in closer
till finally our lips
collided
and my sexy secret star
fell from heaven
in to my waiting arms
© Gayle Smith 2020