I recently read a facebook article where the daughter of American evangelist Billy Graham claimed trans people were to blame for the 9/11 bombing of the twin towers in New York as they were guilty of turning away from God. Personally as both as transwoman and a Christian I find this suggestion to be deeply insulting and will say without hesitation that if being a transwoman gave me a superpower this would not be the one I would choose. Believe me I can think of much better powers than that, it’s just a shame we can’t say the same about her country’s current president. Honestly these comments would be laughable if they weren’t so potentially dangerous to the lives of those of us in the trans community. As you can probably tell these comments made me incandescent with a rage, and when a poet is raging they have to write a poem to explain why and this poem which I’ve given the title Saved, due her father’s belief in saving people for God is my response to her thoughtless and irresponsible remarks.
Saved
According to Billy Graham’s daughter
I and others like me am responsible for the slaughter
of 9/11 and the destruction of the twin towers
now pardon me but as a transwoman
If I was given superpowers
I can think of much better ones
than to destroy decent people
or create a massacre of human lives
this toxic interpretation of the word
borders on the absurd
as those of unsound minds
attempt to find demons
to blame for all the world’s problems
rather than trying to solve them
I think she and those like her need to give up
lecturing the rest of us on God
and labelling trans people as evil or deluded
they need to stop fantasising over which bathroom we use
this is not nor will it ever be earth shattering news
it is what it is hatred no mask can hide
the gospel of the narrow minded
who know nothing of tolerance
let alone inclusion and acceptance
yet demand respect from others
because they say they know what God commands
trust me when I say there is a difference
between knowing and understanding
as they brand God’s image
in their name
as a transwoman and a Christian
how do they explain me
would Billy Graham’s daughter
claim I was a she devil
because of my lipstick and lingerie.
what would she say about the fact
I attend church dressed in sensible skirts
would she claim I didn’t love my maker
or know the truth of the bible
just because she doesn’t want women like me to exist
she needs to take the blinkers off and stop resisting reality
unburdened she will began to see
the world in all its majesty
maybe she has never had an orgasm
or is unwilling to admit the power of sexuality
due to internalised repression
feelings of guilt she would never admit
she’s probably never experienced
dancing on the ceiling
or even on tables
yet she sees fit to label others
with her outdated conservative Christianity
which leads some to say that we have no relevance in this world
meanwhile young trans girls and older trans women
are perceived as being ill
needing cured from ourselves
we are we are told a danger to children
when there is no evidence to support
this socially constructed myth
which leads to fear, prejudice , and murder
but our deaths are just statistics
to our right wing Christian critics
as people like the daughter
of the world’s most famous evangelist
preech sermons on morality
whilst supporting the insanity
of a president who governs by tweet rather than policy
she is a pothole on the road to equality
her lack of compassion dishonours the name
she claims as her creator
and it seems to me
she is the one who needs to be saved from herself
© Gayle Smith 2018