It’s hard to believe it’s nine years since the night that changed my life but it is. Friday 19th of December 2008 was the night when I finally started living as the woman I was born to be and though it hasn’t always been plain sailing I hope I have faced every challenge and dealt with them honestly. To celebrate what I now call my transition day I have written this poem entitled The Night That Changed Me. I hope you enjoy the read.
The Night That Changed Me
This was the night that changed me
the night when I finally decided
to be myself
look after my mental health
say goodbye to a life of lies half truths and excuses
to suit the needs of others
this was the night I discovered
the power of being me
I remember thinking how normal it all felt
how right if you want to put that way
knowing there was no turning back
made me feel relaxed
and able to fend off the inevitable questions
that came as we tucked in to our meal
on our works night out
I was well prepared for the cat calls
the shouts from lager louts and neds
didn’t concern me in the slightest
let’s be honest I knew
their enlightenment was in no danger of arriving
before the twenty second comimg
this was the night when I am woman
took on a new meaning
and dreams long cherished
at last began the journey to becomming
my everyday reality
© Gayle Smith 2017